This is My Life......

dun know why.. but.. on a raining sunday afternoon.. i decided to flip through the stack of photo albums in my shelf... photos preserved all the memories of our... some we remembered.. while others we forgot... There were these few particular pics that spoke a thousand words... my childhood memories and my relationship with my younger brother...

Those were the days when i was the first internal grandchild in my paternal family... i was pampered and loved by everyone.. my parents, my grandmothers, my uncles and aunties... and that could probably inculcate some of my "always-daddy's-little-girl" attitudes....

I was told by uncles and aunties that since young i was a girl who wasnt afraid of anything... i greet stangers.. uncle.. aunties... i was always smiling and knew how to make the adults laughs with my cutie pie expressions... haha... well.. evidence were very well captured in the photos below...

After awhile my little baby brother came along into the family... i didnt see him as an intruder.. but i welcomed him like a precious gem... ever since i remembered... my parents have been telling me this: "no matter wat happen, your brother is the closest person u have in ur life..." and i have been living with this through my life.... he is my best friend in my life forever... that's y when my friends see me with my brother, they thought that we looked like a "couple" more than siblings.. cos we are so close... haha.. well.. that's the way that i was brought up...

as i grew up.. somehow i want to go back to my childhood days where people love me for who i am... innocent.. free from stress and problems.. as we grow up.. more and more responsibilities we need to carry... and sometimes it is this responsibility and expectations that bring me down.. but the resilience that i have in me will keep me going.... and once in awhile it is nice to ponder and remember the carefree and innocent life that i once led in the very beginning of my life....

Photos of my childhood days:

yueN signing off.... rain rain go away....