This is My Life......

3 more days to CNY....
Y do i bother to count down for CNY??!!!
The CNY mood in me is getting to its minimum... I hate that feeling!!
ppl ard me are doing their CNY shopping and cleaning, that includes me but i still dont feel the CNY atmosphere..
Maybe it's due the mood at home, in school , on the streets i walked and even the MRT where i sit in everyday.. Miss the CNY season i had in my sec school. By this time, we would be practicing all the CNY music pieces to perform in different place... The music made me anticipate for CNY.....

I have not been feeling right this week.... feeling very blue and moody :<... i tried to keep myself happy by joking around with my friends, talking to them.. it did work a little... But some ppl just want to irritate me further.... I have a "friend", F, who seems to be in a different frequency from me.. F cant take jokes, so i try to be very very careful with the words i used with F ard.... yet, F doesnt noe how i feel towards F... so one fine day, F happen to use the wrong words on me and that's it!!!! My head was blown off by the INNER explosion.. i didnt told F off as i still want to keep this "friendship" going.... ppl who noes me well noe that i will just tell the fellow off if he/she pisses me off, but i'm trying to change for the good for the new year.

Anyway, I gtg now... as for those who did not receive my greeting cards : Like to wish all of U A HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!!

YueN signing off.... Sky dark dark...