This is My Life......

YueN at 8:36 AM

Friday, March 25, 2011

After dreaming for so long... I finally bought my 1st car!!

~~Welcome my baby~~

2008 Honda Fit 1.3 GF

Since young, my mum always taught me that "if u want anything, you have to work hard for it... study hard.. get a good job.. then u can buy anything that u like..."

This phrase has always been my motivation.. study my heart out for school.. strive hard at work.. Finally, this day has come!! I am able to own my 1st car!!!

Hopefully, this baby will be an angel.. I will be gentle with u.. and can u be nice to me....

Months I have spent tracking out for u, studying your characters... finally, my eyes landed on my dear you on a Saturday afternoon. My first trip to the automobile bay and faith brought me to u....

With this new car, my dearest mummy and brother will have more comfort as we swift down the roads to different places to eat and play~~

YueN signing off... Starry Starry night...

YueN at 7:02 AM

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

After almost 6 months of no activities on my blog, my life had indeed made a major change in these past 6 months....

In early Nov 2009.. i fell so sick with that i landed myself in the hospital for the 1st time in my life...

That was the worse experience of falling sick... I couldnt eat for the whole week and was running high fever for 9 days.. doctors even thought my brain might be damaged from the prolong high fever.... but rest assured i did the CT scan and my brain is PERFECTLY FINE!!!

Then on 29 Nov 2009, my beloved papa left us for the eternity life....

To tell the truth, the day remains a faint memory... maybe it is my way of forgetting the sad memories of papa leaving me... i cant even remember which date he left us.. maybe i choose to remember the good old days i used to spend with him.. when i was young and he is will forever dote me as his little princess... i believe till today, he is still overlooking me and my brother from heaven ensuring we are healthy and safe and happy at all times.....

the days of his wake, some scenes i really wish to erase from my memory... some relatives just disappoint me further... but i will not forget the warmth and concern i felt from many friends and my relatives and even the medical staff of SGH- PD center and KDF.. Thanks to all of u that i managed to pass those days without too much depression from missing my dad...

It took me alot of courage to write the passing of my dad on my blog.. cos maybe i still feel that he is still ard with me.. somewhere out there... sometimes, on my drive home after work.. alone in my car.. memories of my dad resurfaced and well... recently, my lessons at SGH, parking at the same carpark that i used to parked when i visit my then hospitalized dad.. the quite walk down the alley reminds me strongly of my dad and those time when i took care of his medical needs.... i was his little girl who he relied solely on.. he knew he could count on me for his needs...

there were the times when i had to managed my dad, my studies and work.. for those who wonder how i managed to study and work at the same time.. i had to handle large amount of responsibility since young... my studies and my dad.. so training since young on time management and knowing what to prioritize...

Till today.. i have walked out of my grieve but i still miss him quite badly.. although i know his passing would be a great relieve for him....

Now, Life goes on for me.. Changed to a new job institute early Jan 2010.. Experimental Therapeutics Center (A*Star).. working on the same research as i did in TTSH.. working directly under Masa and other doctors who will much better appreciate my effort... As for my Masters studies.. this semester is a breeze as compared to last sem... At least the things taught by the interesting lecturers and guest speakers are more related to my work and research project. Things kinda hit a bottleneck on my research project.. sample preparation stuff and my boss recommended me to make a major change to my thesis to Pyrosequencing.. Well, after some thots, i shall give it a try since i am used to such unanticipated and last minute changes since my FYP days... prof Lim did give an OkAy to that change. Hopefully, i will be able to finish up my thesis report by the end of this year and another graduation ceremony to attend to.... ^-^

YueN signing off.. as the cool night breeze blows....

YueN at 6:45 AM

Sunday, August 23, 2009

dun know why.. but.. on a raining sunday afternoon.. i decided to flip through the stack of photo albums in my shelf... photos preserved all the memories of our... some we remembered.. while others we forgot... There were these few particular pics that spoke a thousand words... my childhood memories and my relationship with my younger brother...

Those were the days when i was the first internal grandchild in my paternal family... i was pampered and loved by everyone.. my parents, my grandmothers, my uncles and aunties... and that could probably inculcate some of my "always-daddy's-little-girl" attitudes....

I was told by uncles and aunties that since young i was a girl who wasnt afraid of anything... i greet stangers.. uncle.. aunties... i was always smiling and knew how to make the adults laughs with my cutie pie expressions... haha... well.. evidence were very well captured in the photos below...

After awhile my little baby brother came along into the family... i didnt see him as an intruder.. but i welcomed him like a precious gem... ever since i remembered... my parents have been telling me this: "no matter wat happen, your brother is the closest person u have in ur life..." and i have been living with this through my life.... he is my best friend in my life forever... that's y when my friends see me with my brother, they thought that we looked like a "couple" more than siblings.. cos we are so close... haha.. well.. that's the way that i was brought up...

as i grew up.. somehow i want to go back to my childhood days where people love me for who i am... innocent.. free from stress and problems.. as we grow up.. more and more responsibilities we need to carry... and sometimes it is this responsibility and expectations that bring me down.. but the resilience that i have in me will keep me going.... and once in awhile it is nice to ponder and remember the carefree and innocent life that i once led in the very beginning of my life....

Photos of my childhood days:

yueN signing off.... rain rain go away....

YueN at 1:16 AM

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

2 Nice songs that have been accompanying my drive home these 2 weeks from work... meaningful lyrics for sure... sometimes, when things dont go as u plan... we learn to let go and look forward...

當妳失去了一些東西，過了一段時間，回想起仍有所感慨, 不过也不会后悔所曾经拥有的快乐的一切。。。。

<<失落沙洲>> 徐佳瑩

又来到这个港口没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑驳的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲

随时间的海浪漂流我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

又回到这个尽头我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾没有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我
不是你想看见的我

我不是一定要你回来
只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖
还有谁能教我勇敢

除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

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<<一有爱就走吧>>许茹芸

还想多陪你几秒缘分偏那么碰巧

安排了人潮扯散了你我的拥抱

后来我有比较好泪水有微微减少

想让你知道又怕将你打扰

一有爱就走吧是时候放手了

幸福非要在这分岔就别再等他

一有爱就走吧我不会有怪你的想法

你听见吗我最痛的实话

听人说爱忘不了是因为有个缺角

遗憾走不到免不了还想绕一绕

遇过的就你最好但也不足以确保

两人会依靠或是分开变老

一有爱就走吧是时候放手了

幸福非要在这分岔就别再等他

一有爱就走吧我不会有怪你的想法

你听见吗我最痛的实话

一有爱就走吧好好过是对的做法

祝福并不伟大只是这样我才不会牵挂

一有爱就走吧是时候放手了

幸福非要在这分岔就别再等他

一有爱就走吧我不会有怪你的想法

你听见吗我最痛的实话

你听见吗

yueN signing off... lazy afternoon...

YueN at 1:32 AM

Saturday, August 08, 2009

Met up with my ex colleagues from TRF on friday nite...

Updated them about my Africa trip... real HTHT session with them... told them all the interesting things that happened there... well... i just dun know why i am so comfortable with huiyi and baoyue... we can talk about all sorts of topics... even to the every details of our personal life.... hahha... maybe it is the chemistry and the fact that we are honest and frank towards each other... we give each other support and concern that i really appreciate.

when we 3 come together, we always have the best of time!! Last night was 2 hrs dinner at tampines then i drove to pasir ris park to continue our HTHT then to huiyi's void deck to continue part 3... haha... cant believe we have such endless topics....

so looking forward to meet up with huiyi and baoyue again... hopefully in September... next time round we shall go to race course road for even yummier food!!! even without good food we are still the greatest company!!

WoohoOO~~

Yuen signing off... starry starry nitez

YueN at 6:52 AM

Friday, July 31, 2009

Graduation- 30 July 2009

Hats fly high... and here we soar....

YueN signing off... starry starry nitez

YueN at 6:33 AM