After almost 6 months of no activities on my blog, my life had indeed made a major change in these past 6 months....
In early Nov 2009.. i fell so sick with that i landed myself in the hospital for the 1st time in my life...
That was the worse experience of falling sick... I couldnt eat for the whole week and was running high fever for 9 days.. doctors even thought my brain might be damaged from the prolong high fever.... but rest assured i did the CT scan and my brain is PERFECTLY FINE!!!
Then on 29 Nov 2009, my beloved papa left us for the eternity life....
To tell the truth, the day remains a faint memory... maybe it is my way of forgetting the sad memories of papa leaving me... i cant even remember which date he left us.. maybe i choose to remember the good old days i used to spend with him.. when i was young and he is will forever dote me as his little princess... i believe till today, he is still overlooking me and my brother from heaven ensuring we are healthy and safe and happy at all times.....
the days of his wake, some scenes i really wish to erase from my memory... some relatives just disappoint me further... but i will not forget the warmth and concern i felt from many friends and my relatives and even the medical staff of SGH- PD center and KDF.. Thanks to all of u that i managed to pass those days without too much depression from missing my dad...
It took me alot of courage to write the passing of my dad on my blog.. cos maybe i still feel that he is still ard with me.. somewhere out there... sometimes, on my drive home after work.. alone in my car.. memories of my dad resurfaced and well... recently, my lessons at SGH, parking at the same carpark that i used to parked when i visit my then hospitalized dad.. the quite walk down the alley reminds me strongly of my dad and those time when i took care of his medical needs.... i was his little girl who he relied solely on.. he knew he could count on me for his needs...
there were the times when i had to managed my dad, my studies and work.. for those who wonder how i managed to study and work at the same time.. i had to handle large amount of responsibility since young... my studies and my dad.. so training since young on time management and knowing what to prioritize...
Till today.. i have walked out of my grieve but i still miss him quite badly.. although i know his passing would be a great relieve for him....
Now, Life goes on for me.. Changed to a new job institute early Jan 2010.. Experimental Therapeutics Center (A*Star).. working on the same research as i did in TTSH.. working directly under Masa and other doctors who will much better appreciate my effort... As for my Masters studies.. this semester is a breeze as compared to last sem... At least the things taught by the interesting lecturers and guest speakers are more related to my work and research project. Things kinda hit a bottleneck on my research project.. sample preparation stuff and my boss recommended me to make a major change to my thesis to Pyrosequencing.. Well, after some thots, i shall give it a try since i am used to such unanticipated and last minute changes since my FYP days... prof Lim did give an OkAy to that change. Hopefully, i will be able to finish up my thesis report by the end of this year and another graduation ceremony to attend to.... ^-^
YueN signing off.. as the cool night breeze blows....
